Why?

Lacey holds a lot of things in, a lot of it is pain and heartache caused by asshole people. As I've said in the past, it is not my place to drag our personal conversations out into the open or share painful details about her life without permission or allowing her to do so when she is good and ready. I just wanna say that some of the things that have been done to her in her young life are beyond cruel. Yes, her scumbag ex tried to kill her and raped her and her brother-in-law is a pig, but a lot of the things she's told me about were actually done by females. If she wants to post about them or whatever, she will. However, I DO have permission to talk about something that happened recently. Here goes:

As you know, she has a huge fear of men. She does not like going out in public alone, save for a few places that she's comfortable and familiar with. One of those places is GameStop. She loves video games almost as much as cute clothing, nail polish and animals. In my own experience, just about every GS employee has been male. I've run into some chicks here and there, but they don't seem to last long. Lacey is friends with a lot of the guys at various stores in MA, one named Drew, in particular.

A month or so ago, he told her that he was getting married and invited her to his wedding. She told him about me and I was invited, too. She spent almost $200 buying us dresses for this event. Well, Lace and I went Easter shopping together and ended up getting each other games. We shopped separately and while she was picking out my stuff, he started flirting with her.

If it was just that, I (and probably her, too) could have let it go. GameStop has security cameras all over the place, so thankfully he couldn't get away with too much, but he caressed her ass and kept asking her to fuck him before the wedding, that he'd always wanted her. She kinda knew he had a thing for her and she'd even given thought to going out with him a couple times before she met me. Somehow, she kept her composure and was able to bullshit him into thinking that she'd consider it. She let one of the other employees wait on her and now she's been carrying this shit around along with everything else...

So, why? Why can't people just be happy with what they have? This asshole has a woman ready to shack up with him for life and he's willing to throw it away for a night with MY wife? Why couldn't you have just been her friend?! She is so fucking hurt over this and losing yet another "friend". She doesn't ever wanna go back to that store again and she's paranoid as all hell about going ANYWHERE alone right now.

She has never hurt anyone. People say that a lot, but with her it's the actual truth. She has never betrayed anyone! She always puts other people before herself, and shit, she's nice to people who treat her like dirt! Why, why the fuck does such a good person get shit on at every turn?! I know, nice guys finish last, all that. But finishing last and being forced to live in fear because all people do is hurt and molest you are two different things.

I promise, honey bun, I'll never leave your side again... I can't bear to see you hurt, upset or scared and if this prick tries anything else, he's gonna have problems. Whatever it takes, we're gonna get you better. Even if it means starting fresh somewhere else. The hand you've been dealt in this life is so bad and unfair and I would feel all the pain for you if I could. I love you and would lay down my life before I would let anyone ever do anything bad to you again. :3

And just an update on another of her tormentors, Brianne is getting nothing when her parents die. Everything goes to Lace, same with her uncle. There are people who love you, honey bun. It's just a shame that you don't get equal returns for all the love you give. I'm gonna go keep her warm and safe now. :3

Rei~