I've got a lot going on with my physical health, as you know. It's been very hard for me since I got home from the hospital and I've been dealing with frequent depression that only makes my pain worse. I'm glued to things like video games and music because they do the most to keep my mind occupied for extended periods.
I had a huge spat with Crystal tonight and she's gone from our home. She took MJ and ran to her mom's house, which I figured she would. I feel bad for the little guy, he didn't do anything to cause this. For days now, and even prior to my surgery, I have been asking her to please help out more. And it has nothing to do with money.
She was doing an awesome job of cooking and cleaning, all that at first. Then it just stopped... Lacey is helping keep a fucking roof over her head. Why does she have to pick up after her and her kid after work? Why do Lacey or my mom have to miss work to take me to an appointment when she's got a car that I'm putting gas in? That's what started it tonight, just asked for a ride.
Then my mom calls me all pissed off that I threw her out and starts giving me the third degree about "abusing my pills." That fucking cunt told her all these lies about how many pills I take a day and that I steal Lace's pills and I'm buying them from people... Really, Crystal? You're welcome for everything... *Sigh*
I can't deal with this type of shit right now. I have MORE than enough of my own drugs right now and you're goddamn fucking right I take extra... My spine is partially held together by metal! I DO NOT however take as much as this bitch told her I did.
Say what you want to who you want, I don't fucking care anymore. See if I answer my phone when your next loser uses you as a punching bag. I swear, if anything happens to that little boy or you put him in a situation like that again, I'll make your life a living hell that I know so very, very well...
Got PT in the morning and Lace is going into work late so she can take me. I've fucking had it with people in my "family" turning on me like this... My mom and I are okay, but I'm still fucking pissed at her for calling me and blowing up like she did...
GutenNacht...
Rei~
I had a huge spat with Crystal tonight and she's gone from our home. She took MJ and ran to her mom's house, which I figured she would. I feel bad for the little guy, he didn't do anything to cause this. For days now, and even prior to my surgery, I have been asking her to please help out more. And it has nothing to do with money.
She was doing an awesome job of cooking and cleaning, all that at first. Then it just stopped... Lacey is helping keep a fucking roof over her head. Why does she have to pick up after her and her kid after work? Why do Lacey or my mom have to miss work to take me to an appointment when she's got a car that I'm putting gas in? That's what started it tonight, just asked for a ride.
Then my mom calls me all pissed off that I threw her out and starts giving me the third degree about "abusing my pills." That fucking cunt told her all these lies about how many pills I take a day and that I steal Lace's pills and I'm buying them from people... Really, Crystal? You're welcome for everything... *Sigh*
I can't deal with this type of shit right now. I have MORE than enough of my own drugs right now and you're goddamn fucking right I take extra... My spine is partially held together by metal! I DO NOT however take as much as this bitch told her I did.
Say what you want to who you want, I don't fucking care anymore. See if I answer my phone when your next loser uses you as a punching bag. I swear, if anything happens to that little boy or you put him in a situation like that again, I'll make your life a living hell that I know so very, very well...
Got PT in the morning and Lace is going into work late so she can take me. I've fucking had it with people in my "family" turning on me like this... My mom and I are okay, but I'm still fucking pissed at her for calling me and blowing up like she did...
GutenNacht...
Rei~
God fucking damn. That's despicable. Particularly when you've taken her in and you're in such a bad place with all the surgery and shit yourself. Fuck her. People like that shouldn't be allowed to have children. They don't deserve them. I'm glad she's gone. I hope MJ is okay and gets taken care of by someone better than her pitiful ass. What a bitch. I'm glad your PT hasn't been absolutely excruciating. That's all you need right now. Love to you and Lace, and thank you again so much for taking the time to find me a song I wanted. <3 You have such a good heart, and it makes me beyond enraged when people take advantage of that. FUCK them. Love you, darling. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteI stayed out of the fight last night, but I'm very hurt by all of this. So few people appreciate anything that anyone does for them. How fucking dare she do that to you after you risked your life to get her out of that situation! We have taken care of EVERYTHING for her since she got here and this is what we get... I miss MJ, he's such a good kid and god knows what she's told him. Cathy wanted nothing to do with me at work today. She barely said a word to me outside of work stuff and she went home early. What a mess this bitch has created... *Sigh* Love you, Rei sweetie! XOXO ♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteJeSUS. Cathy believes this bitch over you two? And you're right, Lace. Rei DID risk her own life to get that whorehole out of a bad situation. I can't believe this. After everything you have done! There are no words. I love you two. I would kill that bitch if I could.
ReplyDeleteLace put her remaining belongings here in the garage and her mom is coming to pick them up in the morning. If Crystal is with her, she'll be arrested for trespassing. I probably won't ever see MJ again which fucking kills me. He looks just like my brother, he's the proof that he was here. Michael would be fucking beside himself if he knew this was going on... Thank you both for all the support and I can't apologize to Lace enough for bringing on all this drama... *Sigh*
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